Anxiety: Fear of thought changing physical or physical changing thought. The stoppage of love, making god afraid. Silence interfacing in time makes time afraid because time changes. The devil avoids eye contact and that is why we don't look at each other---causing fear. They are using oil on irony to develop with harm that has the illusion of beauty. This is why cholesterol is made to harm the body. To understand the sanity of my paranoia you have to use a heuristic (contrary to immediate time impression) approach with a cognition of anxiety bias with time in the immediate sense.The Devil is weighing "IT" (spirit) as we wait as he acts because they have grounded time. Weigh of our thoughts by waiting to think causes anxiety. Also placing memories into same memories with thought. My anxiety is in my subconscious--toilet waste is being flushed into the subconscious to the bottomless pit. God killed Christ to kill our sexuality for their "love."
Validation of paranoia: 1) They don't want to change for me but they want me to change for them to understand. This is so the spirit doesn't change the material world my way. Intelligence is not going through matter because of magnetism, preventing the physical to transform to what we want.
1b) When they communicate, the memory of IT (the spirit) becomes confused so it cannot make association to the physical world with those memories and is lost since it cannot make decisions about them. They are not using my timeless feelings correctly to fix harm with their thoughts (I.E harm of the body)
2a) There is a test of memory for love by acting physically or mentally with motion of thought (looking in a different direction). Love is an immoral pleasure by God, the Devil and, Lucifer.
3a) The paradox is, will you conform to yourself or will you conform to others and how well is the medication keeping you under control to make decisions for yourself? Another consideration is do you trust your psychiatrist or the mental health system.
4a) We "say" because of Satan and whisper to conceal his mind. We say bad things because Satan wants to harm those who is doing us wrong in spite because God made him a snake. Satan is not evil but acts out as us to correct harm.
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